Questioned on revenge. To keep the other clueless, or to rub one's revenge in, and gloat? I vote the former. There's no point to the latter. The latter can also invite a lawsuit these days. Sometimes it's better to get even and never let the opposition know about it. They'll find out on transference to my true realm, anyway.
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I've been so artistically uninspired. I wonder if I have anything more to leave behind to this realm which I like less and less with each passin' day that I'm in it. Perhaps not. After all, what's in it for me? Me thinks I left enough for the next era; which is also not mine. After all, I was born here in prehistory. I am of legend. Obscure legend. Hence I don't technically exist, OK?
But how many times have I already posted that fact. Well, here's one more reminder. It won't be the last.
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Waitin'. Just waitin'. The mullethead is goin' nuts over when is Fort Calhoun gonna blow? When is Los Alamos gonna blow? What's happenin' at Cooper? When's Fukushima gonna totally explode? How go the revolutions? Will they come to the U.S. before we leave? I wonder the same, but for different reasons. Quite frankly, I don't want to be nuked to a greater degree than we are already bein' nuked, and I DON'T WANNA BE CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE OF A REVOLUTION!!!!!!!!!! Gods, how masochistic can ya get?
I don't want to play warrior. My da was a warrior. He told me the truth about it, and so did my gran'da. It's ugly. I didn't dig it. Never wanted any part of it. Wasn't inclined anyway. I don't like to fight, and will only do it in defence of self, or those who need and deserve it. Rather learn things, and work on various types of art. I was a nerd before the word existed. My mentor was as I, though it wouldn't have been a good idea to provoke him. If a genuine threat existed, he was as fire extinguisher to a match on a stone path. However a peaceful solution is sought out first, and violence is a last resort.
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Weather is awesome. Partly cloudy today, no rain, we fired up the grill, and had veggie kabobs. Mushrooms, tofu, red bell pepper pieces, cherry tomatoes, sweet onions, and I ate 7 of the things. They were marinated with a garlic butter teryaki sauce thing that my mentor threw together, and WOW!!!!!!! I wished I'd had more stomaches. It would be repeated next Friday. That was all we ate with carbonated lemonade, 50% juice, 50% lemon essence carbonated water made by Crystal Geyser over ice. Oh, and there was some sugar in there.
Cleanup was a bitch, though. When I was done with it, the grill may have been fresh off the factory floor. It was propane.
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Nice, but borin' to write about sojourn. I think I'll close off now, go to town, find, and read the latest Mercedes Lackey book. I may do less bloggin', too. I suppose unless I get a hair me arse, and go on a political rampage once in a while, but WHY NOT JUST FECKIN' GO TO WHATREALLYHAPPENED.COM, OR BLACKLISTEDNEWS.COM TO GET ALL THE LINKS! POLITICAL BLOGGER AIN'T IN MY JOB DESCRIPTION!!!!!!!!
I am losin' interest, unless I change my mind. But I have to stay. 135 days at most, though I/we may go a few days sooner. I'll have to see what happens. Or is it the mullethead has to see what happens, and I'm along for the ride?! Then again, have I confessed to bein' curious as to what will come? I could have known, but this is knowledge I didn't take with me; though I do have a clue. There are three roads. Which will I take? And the only part of interest, is the scenery on the way to the destination.
Strange, but if that is the day we leave, it will be 13 months and 1 day exactly I will have been here.
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